-victor™

2007-03-23T18:22:00.000-07:00

hey guys. ii am back. ii have broken throuqh that period of time.
. ii attended a course - they tauqht us lots of thinqs that could really be useful.
. they had us to reflect on our minds. our past. wronqinqs. loved ones.
. fiqured out. yeahh, ii was a total asswipe ! ii thouqht back as we closed our eyes.
. ii cried and seek for help from God. [ sorry to those who airnt` a christian ]
. and no more emo shit,
. thanks to my friends for helpinq me. music and lastly God.
. lastly, ii am back. yeahh !

Friday
Schools back. So yeahh, got all the emo craps. while, on saturday which is today. ii made up my mind. Snap Out of it.so ii am writinq on the day of Friday. ii had a Sports Meet.
Our Class were participatinq actively. " Failure is the Failure to participate."
So we went well. Made Banners, Letters on the runners in our class , a flaq.
ohh yeapps.. Chris. Boy..she sure was fast. Raja. Lol. He was the only secondary one on the whole 8 lanes. the rest were secondary 2 students. well.. althouqh he was last. He still was awesome. how he run..
. a smile on his face showinq his teeth
. heads up
. arms like a robot
. short leqs

ROFL. so the teacher Mr.Azrael was lauqhinq at him. ii think the whole class did well. but Just a misinterprete of words and action and BOOF ! A quarrel started. ii really didnt`like it, cause to me.. a Sports Meet is about helpinq each other.
ii am sorry for beinq such an Jackass. So yeahh, but thinqs still went well.
So ii volunteered to take the " Pom Pom " - make by three gals.
So there were 3 Pom Poms. ii took one. Jia An took one. Patrick took one.
had fun wavinq it and sort of dancinq, ii wont`elaborate.
but later at the end. my mood meter plunqed.. the whole place was chaos. rubbish everywhere. People shoutinq or quarrellinq.
Some people on top still want throw water and some throwinq bottle caps.
ii think they should.. - GET A LIFE -
thats disregard larhs.
ohh well.. at least we did had fun. 1E3`__ came in third. yeahh, at least better than nothinq. whahahahaha - and ii sure didnt` forget this. LOL> wahahahahaha -
Tuq - Of - War. so fun to watch. thrillinq sia.
Alex and Chih Chenq was inside. they were on the health and fitness group side. haha. and they did well. they got second amonq four teams. ii think. and yeahh.. mdm.tan ; our form teacher. she was in it too ! she pulled like a mad woman.
haha. and thnks to her.. our class was great.
So we went home.. ii walked with Vinesh.
He's Bladder was full and he was like controllinq all over.
Then, we infered that if you keep movinq.. your bladder wouldnt`come out.
haha. so he kept walkinq and shakinq. LMAO.
yeapps. so had a whale of a time. ii will upload some pictures later.
Bye,

2007-03-10T21:32:00.000-08:00

This is a film presentation named "Shattered" by the mass communications students in NTU. its really touching. dont` get the wrong idea of the characters ; they are just plainly frictional. ENJOY!

2007-03-10T20:23:00.000-08:00

saturday wasnt` an ideal one. haha - spent lots of time on loads of crap.
here are some photos. ii mean here is the photo. one photo only.

Majong Pyramid ; my master piece.

haha- ok. ii think ii dont` have much to talk today.bye.
peace out.see you next time.(:

2007-03-09T21:46:00.000-08:00

You shouldn't abused your talents...Instead, you should multipulate them to your advantage, and use it for the good cause...Without impeding on one's dignity and pride, while maintaining an upperhand in the situation.

i know this is kind of dumb and lame and wadeva~...But ii can finally understand the ultimate meaning in those words..I'm glad for myself.

Today is the start of the march hols...at the end of it..ii shall be reborn!
"talent alone wins a game ,
teamwork together wins a championship." - Micheal Jordan
haha. the days have past. the skies triumph with fear. its the start of holiday.
and its seriously..darn borinq. thouqh the holidays do enhances fun a little,but danq,its B-O-R-I-N-G, seriously man. SIANsation. (:

` Happy Birthday Shawniiex. `___ *
hope y0u an enjoyable outinq with y0ur family. its definitely teenage thirteen.
and did ii hear it wrong? there's a movie on teenage mutant ninja turtles. woots -
sounds exciting. love it. haha - perharps could go watch.
anyway.. my mood meter plunged like mad the past few days, wahhh, feeling damn fustrated and want to scream and yell like a lunatic. shoutinq vulgarities. that suckeddd. ii am trying to control it. its called self-control. and which is one of my school core values. dang,ii need vent my anger.. my fustration.. stress.. vulgarities aside into some shlt ass that can hold it in till the rest of my life. shucks! ii seriously have to unwind. ohh damn..ii am at it again.
but ii am a whole lot better now, ii am getting some EMO shit,yeahh?
my friends make me.. and started that crap. they are bunch of EMOs`
one had a crappy one.
EMOs` the best breakfast cereals ever ; now comes with a free penknife ! (:
haha. though its funny and crappy,it do makes some sense.
so today didnt` quite have a fruitful day to celebrate shawniiex's bdae,yeahh?
yupp..HoHOHO.. had a whale of a time.. celebrating with him. through the ph0ne..
haha!!! ok. ii think there isnt` much now. ii am caught up with choir practices and workshops. HOHOHOOHHO.. dang it. waakakaka - Enjoy your holidays.
take a break ; have a cake.. - cheng-a-ling (:

2007-03-08T19:40:00.000-08:00

wahaha - it was quite an unpleasant day ii would say.
started off by some revision. ii have maths test later. omq riite? aqain tests. haha
sh0 silent readinq.. * bleahx * its sh0 niice. my story book ; excitinq.
and alex was called up by a councellor go dont` know where. haha..
ii had 3 thinqs in mind.
. either he created trouble.. teacher.. etc.
. or he had to go retrieve his pencil b0x. cause he lost it yesterday. clumsy?
. or he have to go do somethinq or wadeva.. ii forgot.. haha

while he didnt` come back until the 3rd period which was HOM. - habits of mind
wahahaha - so ii mean durinq the first 2 lessons.. ; science.
the sec 1 discipline teacher was like boom * came to the room.
she talked crap bout alexs` happeninq. HAHA - she was like her two hands around her waist. so funny.
ohh.. but unfortunately. alex had gotten into real trouble.
he seriously gone a little to0 far? he always insults and scold people he doesnt` like. he should chanqe.. you know.. his attitude.
while.. but ii think it isnt` utterly his fault too. the victim was at fault to0.
the victim.. none other than zu yao. he to0 was a little to0.. haha insensible.
he perharps could be more tolerant as we all know alex likes to...
arhh !!! `__ lets drop the subject. waakakaka-
sho we had maths test.. woohoo- it was sure a breeze. ii tarqetinq 20+ / 25
wahahaha.. lookinq forward to tomorrow..
we have cookinq lessons and also... `____ [-fill in the blanks-]
THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. ohh yeahh baby. haha.
and ii have updated my bloq. yeahh !!! new posts.. new sonqs.. and some cool music videos. dont` miss them eh. take a break ; have a cake. (:

2007-03-08T03:35:00.000-08:00

not bad. the singinq are vocaly good.
a video requested by mel. Live by heart grows. ( yura yura ) ; naruto theme sonq.

2007-03-07T20:24:00.000-08:00

Japanese sonq. - Live by yui ' rollinq star '
openinq sonq for bleach ; its nice. hope you enjoy it.

haha. the last few days were crap. ii didnt` really enjoy the last week in school. ohh well.. and its like very sian. ii cant` take any more.. the SIANsation.
and yeahh. summary ; [ - ii am sick - ]
all thnks to sunday slanqs. hehe. ii was cauqht in the rain on the way home from church. and ii was really very drench. waahaha -
ii love walkinq in the rain cause no one knows ii am cryinq.
well.. thats a sayinq. ii do love walkinq in the rain.
ii can keep my hair wet. haha ii have a wet relationship with the rain.
yeahh.. * sniff * ii am recoverinq. yeahh.
and yeahh. thnks to all for taqqinq on my bloq.
take a break,have a cake. [-rythmes-] coppyriqqhted from chenq-a-linq (:
so ii missed postinq for that few decent days. ii apoloqise for not makinq my bloq an sensational experience for you. thnks for bloqqinq with me? -
anime craze. victor

2007-03-03T01:11:00.000-08:00

Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start new when your heart is an empty room
With walls of the deepest blue
Home's face: how it ages when you're away
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true
But you don't know what now to do
Cause the chase is all you know
And she stopped running months ago
And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
The flames and smoke climbed out of every window
And disappeared with everything that you held dear
But you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need
Cause you knew you were finally free
Cause all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home there on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start new when your heart is an empty room
With walls of the deepest blue

exchanqe of taqqs for the day -
LaLALα(: : y0x kk0r , taqq-edd .
--> haha. thnks for taqqinq so early in the morninq. hope you have a briqht day ahead.

KT: Victor u rawks!!! U r so kind! I lurve u!!! Bt i m not gay!!! LOL!!! FRENZ 4EVA!!!!
-->lol.kuan tinq.. lol. of course you not gay. you have feelinqs for gals` next time. anyways.. thnks to melissa and kuan tinq k0r and Jie for your compliments. (:

- guys. always remember this phrase. do not underestimate it thouqh its just a phrase. -

* `__ ii wrote your name on the sand. the water washed it away. ii wrote your name in my heart. it stays there forever. everlastinq - __ ` - credits. vicki seoh. thanks for such a phrase.
you dont` need a pen or paper or an oath to stay with me regardless a friend..

2007-03-02T22:35:00.000-08:00

walkinq in the -rain- aqain. -haha. ohh yeahh. its friday.. it seems like a good start.
last day in weekend - and school endinq early. woohoo !!! wahahaa-
while ii have to take back my words.
- sadded - ii was cauqht !!! for my spectacles larhs.
ii lived with it for 2 months liao. did anyone catch me.. noo... so did they catch me today.. oh yeahh they did. they showed me alriqht.
bloody hell riqht there was injustice. my form teacher past me on even.
you see.. ii give you an example of wadd ii call coun-sai-llor. and wadds a counsellor.
got two boys - counsellors walked past me. bend down and then the shorter one said.
[-heys. his spectacles black and oranqe, ii think cannot-]
the other replied [-a little only. lets go larhs. dont` get him into trouble-]
ii was like thank god for them. wahahha - such nice people. UNTIL
ohh shlt. ii heard the dog barkinq.. ohh yes ii did.
she yelled and she commanded. ohh boy..she sure was somethinq.
she asked me to go to the fr0nt.
fine..go ahead. after you,you asswipe!
wth man. haha. ii was like omg omg? wadds goinq to happen.
so ii heard it.. yeahh ii sure did. ii met the disicipline sec 1 teacher.
not only me larhs.. ahahahahaa. still got many others. phew. haha.
last time she saw me.. she said no danq shlt bout` my spectacles.
wadd bout` n0w. did she..? noo.. she gave me that chillinq look like ii asked a silly question.
ii had it. they've gone too far eh.
while the advantages. etc [ -`___ - ]
good advantaqes ; ii could stretch my leqs as far as ii want. read nice and free magazine.
able to chanqe spectacles.
disadvantaqes ; ii have to spent money. have an extra spectacles.. for what?! yeahh.. etc
ohh well. life's a bittersweet - so stop the crap.
did home ec0ns. woots - sure was load of fun. wahahaha !!!
me and Jane make kebak - haha. had extra p0rtions from teacher.
ms.zurainah gave us permissi0n to try a stick of the kebak. well ii didnt` had no appetite.
haha. so next was LIFElit. Jeanette just nice was still chewinq on the kebak meat in her mouth?
then.. ms.YMCA blew her top. wakakaka - WOOTS -
haha.. there sure was a battle. we arqued especially alex and thamil.. etc.
Justice was tryinq to be served.. then ms.YMCA sure lose it. she slammed the file on the table.
fierce eh.. even there were tears in alex eyes. tearinq - shininq throuqh. haha - poor alex.
all we were tryinq to do was stickinq up for our friends. aww..
Jeanette had to have detention and her parents called up.
wth siia!!! so serious? poor gal` while.. had a test. so it was a gruellinq day.
haha - after class. ms.YMCA forgave Jeanette. so n0 more punishments. yay ~
Judgement day has yet to come. so ii went h0me. from there. ii went toa payoh
ii went to chanqe spectacles. after ii ch0se the new spectacles..
ii saw many accesories shops. so ii decided to buy some for my [-'' sisters''-]
they loved mickey m0use. so ii decided to get them a earrinq stud each with the cuttinq of mickey m0use.
kkeahs.. lookinq forward to the next few days. gettinq late. bye. ~

2007-03-01T22:22:00.000-08:00

woots - walkinq in the rain and sinqinq boulevard of broken dreams -
was like walkinq in the rain - so nice - and ii was walkinq at the Jogginq track that leads to school ; and there was no one insiqht.
after ii reach school [[ drenched ]] ii was like runninq to the office of the school.
when ii hit a potted tree - and Just slam throuqh it. wahh shlt larhs. got leaves on my hair.
how screw up can it be.
so ii had my usual lessons. durinq maths.. lol. lesson goinq end -
teacher go let us play a qame whiich she stayed till 1am to do it. wow?
and it was none other than `__ who wants to be a millionaire __
but ii think she should take her words back. guess what.
the bell ranq and only the fiirst round ended.
seriously.. it was crappy. haha. who wants to be a hundredaire?!?! tell me.. who isnt one?
ok so had the lessons.. science - yipee! - experiment day.
we experimented on how to find the volume of a irregular object.
ii did that experiment bout` three times already. ohh well.. it still was fun. - kills time (:
later got chinese common test... arhhs!!! so ii did it.
half way throuqh.. ii hardly knew any of the questions.
ii guess Just have to face fate. my results lies in the hands of God. waahaha -
Life's Killinq!!! - roar - ii screwed it up.
after school.. went for choir practice.
had serious FUN.. we are seriously makinq damn improvements. well.. still not good enouqh.
so have to work hard.. - Jonathan. haha. disabled chicken - shakinq his ass.
so went home bout` 5.45
kkeahs.. kinda late - got to go. take care. kampateh! (:
not forgettinq.

- ` ___ HAPPY BELATED BDAE` CHenq Linq ! ` - sorry your present will come in bout` 5 days time. cauqht up with choir practices. etc. xPP. you are now 14. - freak fourteen =.-

2007-02-28T03:25:00.000-08:00

today seriously was so funny. lauqhinq clutchinq my achinq side ; rollinq on the floor.
while at hall.. Patrick.. wth siia.. want play my handphone.. then he press press press..
at last.. he called my friiend - Jane. ROFL. Jane was like clickinq busy ; busy ; busy
wahaha - so likewise.. today is wednesday got drama lesson. - woots. and my dancinq lesson also over. haha. yeahh.. durinq drama lesson. ii saw alex actinq. lmao! he actinq that time.. [[ - play villian - ]]
he act the dawan the literature text - market scence with Bao. AKA. '' char siew bao '' alex walked to Bao.. then say
- how many birds have you set free without collectinq money today -
LOLs. the class was lauqhinq.. after that alex go slap Bao. but of course fake larhs.
anyway.. it was a vital siqn.. could see throuqh the trick. wakakaka -
after that.. Patrick suppose come out and be the hero and save Bao from beinq hit by alex aqain. but Patrick dreaminq of his laguna beach with gal`s wearinq yellow poka dots bikini set ;
LoL. patrick [[ the star fiish - sponqebob squarepants ]] haha.
so he down there dazinq.. so the act was ruin-ed. haissh.. so sadd.
literature really help kills time. didnt` do much.
and also.. niickname for teacher. `__ YMCA - you mee choo - her real name.. the letter 'a' you fill it up with your own words bah.
so she wanted us pratice poetry.. gave us a poem.
bout` aliens.. in the endd - they say the aliens are diquisinq themselves as a teacher.
so the class were like.. teacher. you look like an alien siia. no wonder larhs.
then.. we lauqhinq at her. she also dont` know.. she also lauqh alonq. LOL.
woots - ii today watch the fiirst time of hua yang shao nian shao niu -
so niice.. omg.. love it. ella damn funny. waakaka -
ok so.. ii look forward in the next episode.
thats all mostly. - kkeahs.. bye - thnks for readinq.

2007-02-27T19:41:00.000-08:00

ok seriously.. ii had it. ii got a ' secret admirer ' sayinq iima cool. Please.. ii do not want nameless asswipes cominq talkinq crap at my bloq and framinq my fellow friends. you wouldnt` want a retarted or wadeva come and taqq your bloq.. not taqq but taqq with crap.. seriously its really lame... go get a life man. and also.. if you got a problem.. please do find me.. and no..no..no you dont` go draqqinq my friends into this mess ok? ii tell you fiirst - have some respect for the one owninq the bloq. okok.. its up to you if you want to own up or not. ii dont` give a damn.. to all those namless asswipes.. UPDATE PLEASE.

hey hey.. and you Joker out there.. dont` go around draqqinq my mates into this mess. you dont` no no me ok. ii tell you.. dont` mess around. the person is Just beinq insensible..childish and lame. bloody hell right there was injustice. if you want to say anything else, come talk to me face to face. it's damn tiring to be doing this over and over again. someone misinterpretes my words and BLOOF! they hit right back.

And to that secret admirer or the framer.. if you seriously like me..go ahead.. ii dont` stop you. you dont` want tell us your name.. how can ii give you a chance at least. so please.. thiink twice before you act. kkeahs? its not wronq for oneself to like another party you see. so those nameless freaks.. UPDATE PLEASE!!!

So get it right ok? you dont` like my personality.. fine. go ahead.. you dont` like my bloq.. ok.. ii let you give your bad comments.. but state your name.. if you dont` then dont` bother cominq back. ii try improve on my bad opinions. if you seriously still hate me to the core. then let God decide on who's riqht or wronq.

Lastly.. ii want say an official apology to everybody i've offended and insulted and dragged into this mess. sorry for being an asswipe who wasn't thinking bout others. ii am truly sorry.

- Abide by thee rules.. and be forgiven. - God repented on our sins and had scrificed his life.

Niicholas : yepps.. you can say that aqain.
Melissa : sorry for being such an asswipe. ii apologise for the misinterprete exchanqe of words in the taqbox and that you got framed!
Kai Xian : ii truly aqree. no one can be melissa 100% haha.
Shawniiex : ohh cmon` you must be kiddinq. me have an admirer? LOL.
Ke Xin : thnks for your compliments. yours no different in any way. good job.
Alex : lols.. sorry ii guess. cause ii not sure what you meant by the taqqs.
Val : haha. ic. flirts amonq your enviroment. - you miqht be the target -

2007-02-24T15:38:00.000-08:00

heys all. thnks for droppinq by my bloq. ok now see.. ii didnt` have much to post bout` so ii will continue postinq soon. first ii just want to say some thinqs. - Chinese test - ii got third in the class. yay! haha.. ii scored 38/50 for maths still ok. haha. kinda satisfied. ii am wininninq my pacinq partner - Jia An - by 4 - 1 woots - ii will strive harder next time.

Study Hard. in Japanese. Kampateh! wiish all a happy weekend.

2007-02-23T19:39:00.000-08:00

in school.. ii got back geoqraphy results.. 20/30. still ok. ii beat quite a no. of people in class by 1/2 mark or 1. haha. woots - geoqraphy is seriously fun. ii enjoy geoqraphy and even the teacher is so good. her teachinq is much better and she's only 19 years old. wakakaka - haha.. ok so she was from bowen last time. amazinq siia. ok then after is home econs` yay.. bake cuppycake. ii tested a little.. not badd. good enouqh to start my own bakery. xP. so later is literature.. lol.. teacher whole lesson still ok.. verii relaxinq. while walkinq home, alex ask want play soccer.. actually he asked durinq recess liaos.. and turn out only 2 of us..wth.. like that play what crap. so at last ii went home get ball.. went find alex - he with Jerome and shawn. shawn brouqht bicycle. of course.. he rides the bike go school.
then later.. he ride on grass. ROFL his tyre got puntured by a metal wire.. so he must go buy new set of wheels. he so unlucky.. bad news - must spend money get new wheels. good news - can get brand new wheels. what can ii say. so we went street soccer court play.. at last play 1 hour.. all go home.. lol.. sure was lame playinq. alex still say want play on monday.. well... anythinq bahs..

Life's a bittersweet - so stop your crap.

2007-02-22T08:52:00.000-08:00

form teacher didnt` come today. wahahaha- just niice Jia An forgot brinq his maths homework. lucky hiim. lol. ok...actually not much to talk. ohh ii just remembered - today. woots - woohoo. have choir SYF rehearsal at VCH - viictoriia concert hall. yeahh.. sure was funn. haha.
we were excused at 11am to go for vocal warm-up. yay. ok.. so it was not back. we did warm-up 15minutes only.. then, altos can go eat lunch fiirst liaos.. while sop 1 and 2 had to rehearse. xP. haha! yeahh.. so all ii hadd was a coldd desert. same goes to chih chenq. wakakaka.. after that at 12 went back. we have to chanqe our to leather shoes. and like we didnt` rehearse for altos at all. alright! we carried our baqs go performance lab - then inside performance lab and then out to the closet beside it aqain. wahh.. move 3 times.. some more ii need help chih chenq move cause he go find his ` * missinq file * __ lol? - poor guy. and soon we were on our way there in the bus already. giolinni joker in the bus. lol. while chih chenq makinq coldd jokes. * bleahx*
reach...ii helped carry the food for later break. practice at VCH. ii dont' know/ but ii am startinq to go crazy. - ii thiink ii sufferinq from stress or depression. seriously.. ii realise the chanqes. damn.. and the unneccessary use of vulgars in the mind. haha? went back at bout` 3++ goinq to 4 already. mr.foonq foonq - lols. provided with the food. ate the scrumtious food - snacks. went to bus... sit behindd fionna.. haha..!!! fionna was so farniie. and ii heard a siick thiinq from her. OMG. her classmates - gals` smack each other boobs to say good luck in the common test. lol! siickos.. but accordinly. its called beinq open in yourself.. out of your comfort zone so its perfectly normal.. the only thinq ii find is weird - smackinq each other's boobs to say good luckk?!? waaaahahaa?!?! weird? totally wicked - ok.. so hadd a funn time in the bus. woots - had victor karoeke box? those crazy gals` made it up. so thnks chorale for makinq my day kinda enjoyable. so now its currently bout' 9pm. so ii gtg soon. haha.

- father, ii would like you to bless me from any stress or symptoms of depressions. cleanse my heart and guide me throuqh my co-curricular activities. - thank you. (: victor -

2007-02-21T20:38:00.000-08:00

`__ * Happy Birthday meliissa * ` `___ haha. happy thirTEEN. alriqht.. gladd you enjoy your presents. have a fun day. thats all mostly. ii just want to post somethinq ii thiink it should be shared. so check it out kkeahs? (:

When your classmate comes up to you and and say..."Haha, you're so stupid..."You might feel nothing as that classmate doesn't mean anything to you...But imagine when your loved ones comes up to you and say..."It's so easy, even the younger generations can do it..."The feeling that rushes up to your brain is so different. For once you can feel the presence of failure raising up in you. The little child in you felt so vulgar, as if he just suffered a tight slap on his face. At the same time, you felt how stupid you were to even be honest to your loved ones about the results, simply because you trusted them. You trusted them to give you advice, trusted them to encourage you and pick you up from where you fell. Instead, all you got was a verbal trashing from them, sending you to the place where the scumbs belong.In your heart now, you tell yourself this,"For once i trusted you so much that you took it for granted. For twice you dissapoint me so heavily that i felt like nothing. For thrice, i open up my thoughts to you just for it to be abused and left aside like garbage."It is so difficult to control your tears now, but heed my advice...focus all your strength onto your arms and do a handstand, let your tears flow back into your heart, let it cleanse your heart off the dirt and dust and all the damge inflicted on it. Leave it to heal sliently, painfully.The pain that you are feeling now will never be the same for next time he or she tires to inflict the same kind of pain on you.For the first time he or she hurt you, you might cry for nights without failed. But subsequently, you will just drop a tear or two, and eventually not cry.For the first time he or she lied to you, you might feel so helpless and lost. But subsequently, you will find out your own believes and not place your trust on him or her.For the first time he or she dissapoint you, you might feel that life is meaningless. But subsequently, you will see a different side of life, knowing that he or she is not that only moon spinning round your axis.All I can say now is i'm happy I felt so hurt, for the next time you wouldn't be able to hurt me in such an extend anymore. And i'm sad, as I didn't expect those words from you. That is what i predicted from an arch enemy, never i predicted that from you, the one i love more then myself.This is why i felt hurt, cause i loved you, so much more compared to the love and attention i contributed to my ownself.
- copyriiqhted by a websiite.
never take things for granted. For love is deeper than the ocean..higher than the mountains. God's and loved one's love is incomparable and its love beyond no reason. ` victor -

2007-02-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

one more day to melissa's birthday. we went out to celebrate today - went bugiis with kai xian,kenneth,shawniiex and mel. shop for present for mel. lol. brouqht 8o$$- ii think. xPP. not rich larhs. savinqs..haha. kkeahs.. have many thinqs to talk bout' first we went to met shawniiex and kenneth at houqanq point. haha.. ii no wear my specs cause ii put in my baq.. cant' see.. findinq mel and kai xian while kenneth and shawniiex ' pang-seh ' me. they went cheers. lol. ii cant' see.. so got stupid idea.. ii use my handphone video try to find them. blah blah - found them. wait so lonq. kkeahs. then went to yio chu kanq station..take MRT. lol. in the train. mel accidently step on a malay's foot? he go say vulqar ' ****-*** ' ( sorry for the vulqar. ii am just elaboratinq ) he said it with a draqq. lol. wth man. so we went bugiis there. omq. nice place shoppiie. wahahaha- ii siao le. zzz... =.- ok. so mel and kai xian had decided to go ' the wallet shop ' haha. cool shop.. not badd. they went window shoppinq inside the shop.. saw wallets. so after a while..kai xian bouqht a baq shared money with xin lu who wasnt there but is mel's cousin and will be there later. later,the boiis wanted to shop on our own find for a perfect present. shawniiex recommended a shop. ' perlin'nis silver ' lol. weird name. totally wickedd... (: the shop sell those necklace..bracelets ++ etc. shawniiex recommend one. zzz.. couples one.. * cupid arrow * LOL. ok. so ii decided on sumthinq else. which the gurls later came alonq and said my opinion better. xPP. haha. shawniiex. the gals` saidd they want one wallet. cutee and small and they love it` wth!!! lol. ii feel like screaminq. ok.. the wallet was truly small. but cute?! haha. gals` xD so we three share buy the wallet. 26$$ we spilt into three.. but not equal.. so wanted go back perlin'nis silver buy the bracelet. but the gals` want explore the other stories. so we just go window shoppinq. lol.. ended up back to the wallet shop aqain. omg!!! we like enter 5 times. zzz.. /kai xian's face was like hintinq to us she wants the baq as her bdae` present. mel say she very sadd. kai xian reply say whr got. lol..ii say ' ok larhs! lets buy it. ' woots - with the tone of the voice..ermm..ii like it..spilt between the three aqain.36$$ err.. so for mel.. she wanted the jacket. wahahaha- lonq story. the jacket at vivo city.. she saw it last time.. but very ex. so maybe ii goinq buy.. cause no buy the bracelet. but ii need money. xPP. who want chip in abit.. help in the needy fund. * _ bleahx ` __ also give melissa a bdae` present larhs. kkeahs. after that.. went buy bubble tea. mel treat me. last time, ii treat herr. ohh well.. thnks mel for the treat *. (: from bugiis go mel house bout' 2. in the train. mel stand in front of one man. the guy keep starinq at herr. pervetic. so we the boiis [[ were like smsinq to herr and each other warninq bout' the man. when we're like so near each other. lol. =.- ]] the man's stomach..accordinq to kai xian..3 months. kenneth say 5 months. haha. went to mel house.. play plae play. etc. hope kai xian and melissa enjoy their birthday presents. no need to do wadeva.. this is what friends are for.

2007-02-19T21:40:00.000-08:00

on the 19 Feb o7` hais.. second last day of the chinese new year. schools cominq back. haha. alriqht.. the day started off with a visit to my eldest uncle's house from my father's side. lol. watch T.V nnd eat lots of goodies. yeahh.. at least can skip lunch. haha. television proqramme.. barney. woots- my trademark's up there. "Barney kkor" accordinq to melissa. lol? ii am not really sure how it started. haha. kinda cutee. ok. after that ii went to my auntie's house. played with the majonq blocks. ii create lotsa fiqures. my brother create a pyramid. nicest one. wahaha- ii'll upload the photo soon. my phone no memory card. sadd. aww.. haha. ohh nvm. ok. so it was like that. we planninq to go melissa's house for celebration. yeahh!!! zzz... so little people reply me. nicholas go malaysia..tony not free. kuan tinq chanqe no. didnt' tell me. =.- lol. ohh.. so ii lookinq forward in tomorrow's celebration. goinq see shawniiex nnd kenneth aqain. yay? melissa planninq go bugiis shop. shoppinq spree? oh no. my money. haha. kkeahs. thats it.

- He will be gracious if you ask for help. - 19/2/o7`

2007-02-18T09:05:00.000-08:00

alriqht. the actual day obb the chinese new year. woots. so excited. ii woke up 6.40 nnd started messaginq people happy chinese new year. wen min - kimberly ` replied. she scold me.. lol. ii woke her up. arhhss!!! omg. haha. sorry wen min. anyways.. it was'nt maii fault wadd. (: okok. ii went to church. weee ' worship god. denn after that ii went to maii mother's side ' uncle. his wife just gave birth on 4 february. ii got new cousin. yay. congrats to uncle. wahaha - ii love maii uncle nnd the baby. maii uncle very nice. nnd his house got computer, modified XBOX. etc. last time.. maii house renovations. so went to stay at his place for 1 month. everyday is either wake up play XBOX or computer.. haha. thnks uncle. the baby look like maii brother when he was a baby. lol. zzz. after that. he gave us a lift to maii great grandma's place, he went too. but for a while only.. cause his wife under confinement. collect anq baos. haha. so crowded. nnd after that go play with maii ' cousins ? ' ii not sure. LOL. two elder sisters. one brother. eldest sister - 21 youngest sister - 18 brother - 14 so we chit chat. haha.. they love farenheit too. omq. slacked. after that we went to a water bed. the bed is not made up obb a matress but water inside. den its sealed nnd bedsheets over it. very cousy. so slack-ed. maii brother use the computer send sonqs. nnd ii lie on bedd.. soon ii was snoozinq away for bout' 15 mins ii woke up.. nnd not lonq later.. we had to go. we went to houqanq avenue 1 nnd visit the whoever? blah blah - collect ang baos. after that ii went home. haha. later..goinq count money. $ hehes... kkeahs.. take care all.

to those whose too little. too late. chances come and go. if you think its too late. or too little. 'no' its not. do not be took for granted and self - centered. be fortunate of who you are. cherish your loved ones before its too late. so take this opportunity and appreciate them. [/ refer to the sonq /]

The Eve obb new year.

2007-02-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

woke up quite early. 7.40a.m haha. nth much to do. life is SERIOUSLY gettinq borinq.ohh well.. ii woke up.. did the usual stuffs. ii slack-ed. omq rite?! lol. obb course after this, ii went to visit maii uncle ; father's side. we left at 4+ nnd took a taxi. aliqhted..nnd we aliqhted at the wronq part. later.. we realised cause we fiqured that the place wasnt familiar.. so we asked for direction. xPP. zzz...found out that the buildinq was across the road.
ARRIVAL
haha. arrived. greetinqs here nnd there. ii saw the two children on the sofa watchinq the movie ' cars '. you noe the cars that are alive? haha. okok. so ii watched it.. not badd. c'mon its not childish. maii cousin - boii. verii active..durinq the movie he move bout' jump up denn fall on the floor. lol. cutee guy. `__ soon.. another uncle obb maii father's side came. wahahaha- denn so on and so far.
ohh well. `__ Happy Chinese New Year. ` haha. enjoy your days. 30% obb your money from ang bao(s) give me. haha. thnks. kkeahs. take care. dont' eat too much goodies.

Everyone : Happy Chinese New Year ! God Bless you. (:
'ME' : update please.
niick : seriously.. you're quite good. in other thinqs. (: enjoy your new year.
peace`gal : zzz.. lol. how old liaos. still pull ear? haha. ohh well. thnks.
alex : lol. alex. why dont' you put your chinese revolutions. ' ii am not racist? ' ok. take care.
melissa : haha.. oldd liao hor. happy bdae` mel. wish you good luck in everythinq you do.
vicki : lol. hais..maii niickname in school. so sadd. nvm..at least can thiink back obb you. (:
lauren : thnks for taqqinq ! enjoy your new year.
huei tinq : sorry. you're not the culprit. your taqqs are short. xPP. okok. take care.

Chinese New Year Celebration.

2007-02-16T05:12:00.000-08:00

[/ happy chinese new year /] lol. had celebrations in school...as usual. every year in school is dhe same oldd thinq. dots. we had some performances... choir performed a sinqinq session. alriqht choir..all dhe way! woots. interestinq..bowen got a china ' opera drama? ' to come perform. wahahaa. so cool..ii think.. they were so talented. ; acrobatics with their weapons. after dhe chinese new year performance...chionq go houqanq primary. omg.. ii miss it so much. ii skipped lunch.. yay. - on a diet? nahh. ya..so ii went back to school. met most obb dhe teachers. and wth. school close at 12+ . so sians... we cant' even have a decent visit. haha. after that , ii went to play soccer at somewhere near kenneth's house. haha , its been lonq since ii last played with them'. after gruellinq soccer..we indulqe ourselves to beverages. - plain water. LMAO. denn later play frisbe. so fun.. haha. around 6 start to rain..so we get goinq..haha.. den we sae ' sinqinq in dhe rain ' - with dhe sort obb retarded dance. run throuqh the rain..all the way home. so nice..all drenched..got free water. dhe rest..melissa,kai xian,jun hao,kenneth went dhe other way. nicholas,calvin and cedric follow me halfway...after that seperated. reach home..parents see ii all wet. lol. say ' arhh see.. run in the rain. later fall sick. ' haha. took a shower.. and here am ii , writinq maii entries.

Amazinq but true.

2007-02-15T21:01:00.000-08:00

ooo..you ever wonder whether geese is even considered a livinq thinq? you miqht think its kinda dumb, but actually ' nahh '. its seriously amazinq but true on hearinq dhe facts of this domestic`__ animals. geese flies around dhe sky in a ' V ' shape formation. turn dhe V upside down nnd dat is dhe real ' V ' formation. it helps them fly better rather than flyinq alone. we do lauqh at our friends when they do somethinq wronq or somethinq, dont' we? while, the geese honk at each other to encouraqe each other. they are very loyal for ibb one goose gets shot down.. 2 goose will follow it down and protect it. until it can fly back aqain or died. lol. such animals.../ so great. we have to apply some values into our lives. reflectinq back?
`__ Isaiah 30:18-19 '' the lord stilll waits for you to come to him so he can show you his love and compassion. ''
total defence day todae. remember to always stay vigilant and be alert. have teamwork and help make our home a better place to live in.
'' talent alone wins a qame , but teamwork together wins a championship. '' - Micheal Jordon.

2007-02-14T15:37:00.000-08:00

. : : Happy Valentine's Day : : . lol. today valentine's day. ii spent it with myself..err no..ii mean with maii shadow,parents nnd friends. played soccer after school. alot obb familiar faces there... mixture peeps from bowen nnd serangoon garden sec. ii heard serangoon gardens trash deyi sec in soccer. nnd guess who dhe goalie. none other den darryl loke. - obviously,he got pawned by dhe opponents. haha. [ no offence ibb darryl sees this. ] (: alex.. played defence so well. he blocked dhe ball 3 times..mutiple hits. twice with his sexy leqs. ( bleah! ) once with his ass. lol. alriqht alex. ii scored a goal. no larhs..jus jkinq / ii where got so good. ii onli shoot nnd dhe best is hit dhe pole. hais.. ii miss playinq soccer with kenneth,nicholas,darryl,martin nnd dhe rest. kkeahs.. after dat ii went compass point nnd go buy a shirt at 77th street. yay.

` __ many times throuqh life we may have fallen. havinq dropped, crumpled,and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE. -

2007-02-13T02:10:00.000-08:00

ii have common tests this week. really packed - up. hope you understand. good luck to all for their exams / tests. ii'll edit maii post soon. wahahaa - (: ok.. edit-ed. ii got full marks for music. lol. zzz..wadd an accomplishment. rofl! kkeahs.. firstly,dhe first time ii had a insult on a teacher. ok..ii had to help moy honq - boii. pass up his book to our teacher mr.azrael cos he got badminton. so..aqree lorhs..ii could spice up maii life with a few good 'deeds'. =.- ii go staff room outside..denn dhe library teacher come out. she ask us who we lookinq for. ii said ' mr.azrael ' dhe seniors nnd dhe teacher thouqht ii sae... mr.ASSHOLE. LLoL. omg. maii teacher sure felt insulted man. so dhe library teacher - in charqe say you lookinq for hu?!? wth sia..ii went. ' mr. az - rael ' denn she like so retarded, ohh....you mean mr.azrael.. she nnd seniors lauqh nnd she ask me next time pronouce louder. retarded fool. -.=

2007-02-12T17:49:00.000-08:00

omg...common tests was crap. chinese test was ok until dhe meaninq obb 4 wordds at comprehension. it completely ruin-ed maii life. zzz...geoqraphy was still ok. next time must study harder liaos. - Jia you! - hmm...school todae was a ice battle. - maii friend - raja shoot ice nnd patrick shoot back.. both of them ' recruit members '. wahh ii just sittinq there. dhe
' innocent-mii as usual ' xPP. haha. just jkinq. patrick put ice in maii shirt..wth sia. bloody coldd...denn ii got alliance...moments later, patrick lost out of his members... he fiqht alone.. lol. ii talk as if really war. (: he freakinq gay larhs...put ice in maii shirt. wtf! ii chase him around dhe school...back to canteen again. rofl =.- we ganq him...woots. victor is ours. haha. he totally tio owned. yesterday you all got watch Phua Chu Kanq? LMAO. dhe story line so humorous. haha. sadd. last episode. but why? kena jacked.
- God, please guide me with your guidiance and mercy in my exams. and help me remember the knowledge in my head up there. Thank you. -

2007-02-11T18:26:00.000-08:00

todae nothinq much sia, wake up 8 plus in dhe morninq. watch ' scooby doo ' nnd ' shaolin showdown ' after dat ii busy studyinq..ii found new bloq skin YAY // dhe other one kinda sians // ii wan those can scroll down one; colour theme ; black,white or grey. either? lucky maii bloq no faggots come spamminq..[[ those nameless gays, go get a life larhs, seriously. ]] Update!!! lol. crap man..yesterday cant' go alumni meetinq. SIANS. accordinq to mel,u all hab alot obb fun hors. zzz..mdm. anita pregnant realli true, ai seh. Next week goinq be quite tiqht schedule. ii got choir practice!!! school go hire one doctor ' Dr. Wong ' she teach us wadd dhe riqht nnd wronq , like we derno like dat. hmm..but it was enjoyable..it did made improvement, ii look forward in the next teachinq. Omg. nnd bowen sec sch is so plain, no colours at all. [[ no offence , just maii opinions ]] maii primary school provide better facilities. ii hope they can do some chanqes. Interestinq is, maii P.E became a dance lesson. =.- instead of P.E , we go dance studio learn dance steps.. lol * eek * denn gurls get to enjoy P.E ' wth. T.T

2007-02-10T03:26:00.000-08:00

' 9/2/07 ' Maii Bloq is reborn-ed. Roar! haha. Anyways,ii would like to thank [[ Shawn ]] nnd [[ Melissa ]] from maii previous priamry school - hougang primary ` for helpinq me in maii bloq. Not forgetinq,maii brother also goinq help,hahas. hais.. next monday got common test. zzz..so stress now. LLoL! kkeahs. hope you all can give me some comments. good/bad comments bout' dhe bloq; so ii can improve. ((: If you want link, leave your email on dhe chat box. Thnks [[ Bloq still under construction ]]
- God, ii want to thank you for blessinq me with such good friends nnd siblinq(s). -